Shoulda Coulda Woulda

the aftermath of transitional phases is what i anticipate yet fear most.
should've this, could've that, would've been...
thing is, whatever decisions are made can be justifiable but still inevitably compromised in a certain sort of way.
it all voice down to content, doesn't it?
or maybe, content is merely a subset of a bigger root word, DENIAL.

every now and then, we're caged in a room full of excuses just so as to avoid questions of shouldas, couldas, and wouldas. 'Regret' is not part of your dictionary? Check the Oxford Dictionary of English that both you and I have, shall we? What we need would be actionable plans to counter the shoulda, woulda, couldas.

so there,

i should've focused more on the academics.
i will try the next few sems to come, and possibly take CFA once i start work.

i could've been even more proactive when dealing with home affairs.
tricky, but i just made a move earlier in the day and will only continue to do so.

i would've been flying a jet this morning.
i tried 2 years back and youth flying club rejected me because they felt i was too 'old'.
so i compensated myself with a driving licence. duh.
2 scuba diving licences, openwater and advanced.
and a powered pleasure craft licence which i have yet to utilise.

out.

Ya busta!

enough is enough.
fuck you and fuck off.

i can be as heartless as anyone can be.
can't always end up at the losing end, can i?

It's overrrrr

what is?

New venture creation / Fudan days.

NUS Overseas College (Shanghai).

just 2 more hurdles to go.
make it 3.